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There exists a sacred tunnel in the mountains of the U.S. It exudes a powerful mystery about it that calls spiritual seekers inside. When I was first exploring the area it immediately caught my attention, its about 4 feet tall, so when you go inside you have to bend over to walk in. The tunnel is cool and slightly damp and just hidden away from view to where no one can see it. So there is not much graffiti inside and the graffiti that is there is not of a negative or hateful nature. It is a clean man-made cavern waiting to be transformed.




 

THE TOLEMAC FLAG

10/02/2014

 
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THE TOLEMAC FLAG
5’ 8” / 175cm long and 3’ 1” / 95cm wide

I recently placed an order for The Tolemac Flag over at The Sacred Tears of Gaia. They have some powerful sacred objects and The Tolemac Flag is one of them. What prompted me to buy one is yesterday it finally clicked what the flag is all about. It is a symbol for stepping through the Hidden Door. At the center is a Templar Cross, above it is the Holy Grail, and over in the right corner is a tiny Tolemac symbol. If you notice behind the flag there is an alter and the Golden Chalice sitting on top. The spiritual path to inner peace... Heaven.


 
 
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I had a powerful Winter Solstice and a Merry Christmas. My brother and I spent Christmas night outside under the stars. We had a couple big blankets, some white sage burning, and some shaman shakers from South America. It was cold to the bone, but in the trance we could generate warmth from within. The lesson to me was the deeper meaning of the Tolemac Symbol.


 
 
PictureThe Search for the Hidden Door by Marshall N Lever
UPDATE: 3/18/15 The Search for the Hidden Door is now in print again for the first time in 35 years! Buy it here!


If you are on the Journey for "Inner Truth" then you will probably be familiar with the Hidden Door. For those of you who are not familiar, this article may make little sense. But the Hidden Door is not really all that hidden. It is in broad daylight in nearly every continent in the world. It exists 24/7 and is so humble you may not even notice it as you walk by. 

For reasons unannounced I will not directly state exactly what the Hidden Door is, simply because it is your own personal responsibility to discover it. But to offer a slight nudge in the right direction, the Hidden Door is more terrestrial than one might believe. 

You could climb the vine leading into other dimensions where ego is left behind, back inside the world from which you came. Through the jungle of fear rests a world hidden without the chaos of the human intellect. Here you can rest and gently drift into the infinity of creation, free from your own insecurities and limitations.

The Hidden Door has been discovered by many great people throughout history, but it has also been discovered by the most unknown and humble people you have never heard of. To be "great" often involves the competition of humanity, to be humbled requires nothing more than interest outside of thyself. 

The search for the Hidden Door is the first step. Maybe you feel there is a "splinter in your mind" that you just can't seem to explain. Maybe you feel you live in a world full of illusion, deception, and feel everyone around you is playing a silly and immature charade we call life.

Needless to say, you are here reading my website, and therefore it was your destiny to be here, right now. You may skim through and not even bother to dig any deeper, and perhaps the roots to your solution are left undug.

But for the very small percentage who "feels" it is their destiny to learn more, your prayers will be answered. You will find the solution to these questions. I do not feel it is my responsibility to hand it over to you, most want life delivered on a platter. We do not live in a fair world. We don't have a level playing field, but the great thing about a field is it is open for play, to all who declare themselves in. Your solution may be right there under your feet. 

The riddle of the Hidden Door is that of the Holy Grail and many other legends passed down since the dawn of mankind.

We as a modern society have became clouded by the rustle and bustle of the chaos of the world ego. We no longer have to rely on our atavistic qualities we once expressed while surviving in the forests. If you want to find the Hidden Door, stop relying on "thinking" and switch to "feeling."  Logic and intellect relies on all the things the mind already knows and can piece together with facts and evidence. 

Feeling allows you to discover the things the intellect cannot possibly know. 

Intuition and spirit. 
Relationships with creation.
Teachers that can't speak.
Students that can't ask questions. 
Answers that are not heard.

Feeling your way.
Sideways, not up.

Step through the Hidden Door.

Regards,

A.J.
http://www.thetruthawaits.com  

 
 
Stuart Wilde.
  It has been a while since my last post, but the passing of my revered teacher Stuart Wilde has inspired me to action. The energy that was Stuart Wilde has left the physical plane in it's most well known form, but good news. The energy has been absorbed by many people. A vision came to me and in the vision I absorbed a tiny particle of Stu. A portion of his wisdom was directly absorbed through my crown chakra. Many people are taking his place as teachers. This is one thing he taught me to do. It has taken time for the transformation to take place, but now I understand. 

  It is sad and he will be missed, but the work must go on. The Tolemac will not be forgotten. I see a major event taking place and it starts with each and every one of us. Let the light live in you. Be a metaphysical light house and cast away all darkness. That is a metaphysical reality that will bring us to a new age.

Bright Blessings.

A.J. Christoph
 

The Tolemac Glow

02/24/2013

 
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The Tolemac Symbol
My ole' teacher has been speaking about The Tolemac Glow for years now. I have been a student of esoterism since 2009, and I am just now beginning to comprehend some of the more advanced concepts. There are many mysterious energies in the inner worlds, and very few people are open minded enough and disciplined enough to venture away from their comfort zone to experience them. Few are open to the idea of leaving their physical body behind, and nearly everyone doubts we have the ability to explore worlds outside this concrete physical reality. I can assure you  reality is much more complex and dimensional than popular opinion leads us to believe. Astral travel is unexplainably uniform across the world and is found in nearly all ancient cultures. 

There are a few disciplines necessary to acquire the ability to travel between worlds. The first being physical and mental control. You must be able to focus your mind on a single thought for more than a minute. You must be able to tone out distractions and slow your mind down to a theta state meditation. The theta rhythm is an oscillatory pattern in EEG oscillations in the 4–7 Hz frequency range. Slowing down the mind below daily functioning and allowing yourself to enter trance is vital for exploring the inner worlds. The inner worlds exist within us. It is projecting your consciousness inside of your body and exploring the infinity of your mind. Astral projection has many names, bi location, astral projection, astral travel, and etc. 

Many people argue these worlds do not exist, and it is appropriate to agree with them. Arguing is a mental disease that stems from an uncontrolled ego. It is no matter to me if you agree with me or not, but I can assure you they are real. We enter trance every night while we sleep, but the dimension you enter is erratic and is usually uncontrolled, undisciplined. The average person can not control their dreams, but some people are born with this psychic ability. Others have to learn how too the hard way, and this comes with practice, dedication, and meditation.

The Tolemac Glow is also described as The Divine Light of the Higher Self in some other esoteric teachings. There are many commonalities between the two, but I am not 100% certain if a distinction should be drawn. For now we will assume they are two in the same.

We are composed of light. We are energy and the warming radiating energy of the Tolemac offers us protection, warmth, and security. It is the essence of the God Force. A protecting energy available to all who accept it and to those who are unafraid to address it's reality. Many religious people would stop reading here, because I am not referring to it as "God's power" or whatever, but the reason I call it the God Force is because I am describing spiritual matters with the modern terminology of metaphysics. Metaphysics is the scientific approach at explaining those things not tangible and explainable with mathematics alone. All cultures have theology, but metaphysics is an advanced process that combines all that we know to better and more accurately define reality.

It is no secret the Universe possesses divine energy, and most religious people can agree there is a mysterious power that created and sustains life. There has been thousands of different names it has been given from thousands of different cultures and societies. But the reality exists it is impossible to fluently define, for infinity has no definition.

The Tolemac is the fundamental goodness and essence of the universe. It provides and maintains everything in perfect harmony. It is the alternative title for those of us who want a scientific explanation of God. It is not disproving God for we very much believe, but it is better defining the "God Force" because we are aware it exists, and defining things is what we are made to do.

Bright blessing to all who read. May the golden glow be strong with you at all times.

A.J. Christoph
(www.TheTruthAwaits.com


 
 
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Balance is perhaps the most important & fundamental discipline of life. Balance keeps our bodies alive with the complexities of homeostasis. Balance keeps us erect as we walk, balance is a fundamental element of the physical plane. Without balance nothing would function properly. If one sways too far in any direction you become off balance and stumble.

A comedian requires balance with his words. If he becomes too rude and offensive he is just an unfunny asshole. Balance requires knowledge and understanding of people, your audience, and the currently accepted social norms. My martial arts teacher taught me the importance of physical balance. We would stand on one foot and stretch our limbs before class, the stretching and balancing exercises were approximately 50% of the class. The remaining segment would be meaningless if we were not able to maintain on our feet. Martial arts teaches balance both physically and mentally. The expended energy balances out the chakras (energy centers) of your body. Kinetic movement helps your chi flow. It promotes well being both spiritually and physically. 

In Taoism balance is known as yin yang. Yin being the feminine spirit and yang being the masculine spirit. This concept can be applied to everything. It is part of the Universal Law. It spans across all planes of existence: for balance is the root of Karma. 

Our spiritual journey is to maintain balance in our lives. We are to take responsibility for our actions. Our lives are our responsibilities and no ones else's. 

I strive for truth and balance in my life. For I know, if I seek truth and balance I will not leave any negative energy in my spiritual footprints. Negative energy is the cause of problems, stress, and emotional turmoil. Not handling situations in a neutral and emotionally removed manner is the cause for grief and malice. Maintain balance and no one will have the ability to emotionally control you.

Think of this life as an energy game. Everything is composed of energy. (Energy is the genetic name of the fundamental power of life. I call it "The God Force.") Our energy comes from the sun. The sun radiates quanta's of electromagnetic radiation 93 million miles across space to warm the Earth in only 8 minutes. This radiation allows liquid water to exist; liquid is the perfect balance between solid and gas. The plants absorb the sunlight and in combination with carbon dioxide photosynthesis occurs. The plants release the oxygen we need to breath, and they also provide the calories necessary for our bodies to sustain life.

The process is infinitely complex and the above description barely touches on the subject. There are entire series of books on photosynthesis alone, but the concept of energy still remains elusive. To begin defining energy let us discuss the nature of atomic physics. Atomic physics begins to zoom in deeper inside the plants and past the cells, through the organelles, inside the atoms to a world that is infinitely small but mostly empty space. Here we begin pondering about the nature of energy, but even that is not sufficient to describe the nature of reality. Alas! Theoretical physics comes to the rescue with a deeper understanding with many subsections of String Theory, M theory, and P Brane theory. But even still the concept of energy escapes us, for reality is infinite. As we discover new it opens doors to other worlds. Other realms reveal themselves as our understanding and technology increases.

String Theory suggests the universe is comprised of infinitely small loops or strings of "energy" that act in a chaotic and totally random manner which compiles together to create quarks. The quarks bind into atoms (the basic unit of matter), different numbers of atoms fused together make the 92 natural elements of the periodic table and molecules. The 92 natural elements that exist in nature makes up the building blocks of our physical reality. IE: your face, the toilet, the grass, your phone, the clouds, and everything that is physically tangible, matter.

If we continue to zoom out and focus specifically on organic elements (CHNOPS) carbon, hydrogen, nitrogen, oxygen, phosphorus  and sulfur, we are given the building blocks of all things "biotic" This is the study of biology. Here you will discover the perfect balances of the human body, (anatomy, nursing, botany, mycology, and plenty more.) If we continue to zoom out we encounter the social sciences. Which describes how we function in balance as a society and individually. We also encounter the balance of the economy, politics, sociology, culture, history, and more. 

If you see the fractal trend of the universal programming everything works in balance. It may not appear relative to your position. A friend or loved one may die which causes your emotions to become chemically unbalanced, but as your loved one dies it acts as a butterfly effect of the continuous change of existence. It opens doors for new life.

Now we are zoomed out far enough to be looking down on the Earth. Imagine us somewhere in space looking at a tiny Earth the size of a baseball. See it resting in your hand. Now think: This is all we know in a tangible sense. Everything on Earth is our home. We can see it, breath it, touch it, hear it, and perceive it. Now turn about face 90 degrees. You see a black infinitely expanding horizon of deep space with an enumerable amount of stars, other worlds existing at the same time, but they are totally separate from our own existence. This moves us from the micro level to the macro level, dealing with the astronomical ideas of galaxies, solar systems, and finally to the totality of the Universe. One of my previous posts I posted a video of Theoretical Physicist Dr. Michio Kaku talking about the idea of multiple universes. Our universe is probably just a tiny grain of sand on Gods beach. Nothing exists to stop this ideas from being true. As we learn our perceptions are opened to new worlds. It wasn't long ago we believed the Earth was flat. It is my belief there is no end. 

This is the totality of our physical existence, but it is no where near being totally accurate. We all have our own world we live in. There are worlds inside of your body, mind, and spirit. There are worlds that exist on other planets, there are worlds within worlds. Worlds within the cells of your body. We live in an infinite multiverse, and there are literally no boundaries, from the negative infinity to the positive infinity. It goes for eternity both ways, the smallest of the small to the largest of the large. 

It is humbling to accept we are only a small piece of the infinite puzzle of existence. Everything is connected and exists in perfect harmony, and we are blessed to be a piece of the system.

Boundaries are only drawn from the perspective of a finite view. We are all as one and one as all. We are a part of the God Force. Our only responsibility is to contribute in a positive manner, to take responsibility of our own energy footprint, live our lives to the fullest potential, and assist others along the way.

Blessings and understanding.

A.J. Christoph
(www.TheTruthAwaits.com




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Balance is an Element of the Universal Law. From the big to the small. Balance is the law.